Sucks to be right
I've been having such sugar cravings lately. It's not like me at all. I don't have much of a sweet tooth, never have. Always gone for savory foods more. Perfectly happy to skip dessert. Which is not to say I don't appreciate a moist slice of cake or a scoop of really good ice cream, but when all is said and done, sugar cannot have its way with me. Recently though...I can't get enough. I've been cramming myself with candied fruits and popsicles and candy drops. Maybe I just need the energy. Been pretty drained lately. Work is as hectic as always - doubly so with the finals coming up. As for my personal life...forget about it. Let's just say I'm glad I'm so tied up with work I don't have to waste too much time trying to figure it all out. Coz it's makes no sense. Whatsoever. I'm just going to stay very, very still. You know, the sort of stillness they advise when you're trying to hide from a predator in the woods. That's my plan of action. What really kills me is that - and I don't mean to sound arrogant - but I'm always right. About people, I mean. It's like I can see under all their layers upon layers of social frosting and have a direct scope into their actual person. It doesn't matter how cleverly they hide their real persona; I always manage to penetrate their facade and see them for who they actually are. Believe me - it's right up there with Rogue's ability to suck the life out of people. Not the world's best power. It means I can never just take anything at face value. Without even trying to, I somehow manage to sniff out motive. It sucks. Truly. I just wish I were ignorant sometimes. I wish I wasn't always dead-on when I peg people. Nothing sucks more than saying, "That guy is a jerk. He's nothing but trouble and he's going to hurt you down the line" - and having it come true. At least if you hadn't said it, you can always claim, "But I didn't know!" I knew. I knew and I still went ahead and did it anyway. Who's the dumb one there?
Final thought: Rhetorical question. Hmmm, taught that last week.