A bit of unreality
What is up with men and accepting stuff that you don't want to? I said I would live more realistically, and I am, but that doesn't mean I won't hold onto things in the most illogical of ways. I've been missing Mr. Heartbreaker something fierce the last couple of days. It's this physical feeling that just grabbed hold of me like some killer in the dark. Of course, a certain guy friend was like, "Why can't you just let it go?" He's right, of course. I should, but it's the one unreasonable thing I plan to cling to and why not? I'm not bothering him, I'm not hurting anyone, just myself. I haven't called or messaged him or anything. I'm just here, being completely in love with him from afar. It's the most unrealistic thing in my life right now, but I guess that's better than before, when my whole life was just one big dip in non-acceptance of the truth.
Final thought: I miss him, and it hurts, but I got other things to work on.
posted by: inkspector (reply)
post date: 09.12.06 (11:42 am)
It is ok to think about it once in a while but not to the point where you are crippled from going forward where there are much better things waiting for you!
posted by: 69whisper (reply)
post date: 09.14.06 (12:37 am)
hope wish and pray that you get out of it soon
posted by: SupremeAnna (reply)
post date: 09.16.06 (6:07 am)
Reply to: inkspector
You're right of course and you echo my friend's sentiments, but it's a long, hard journey. Hopefully, there'll be some good at the end of it all.
posted by: SupremeAnna (reply)
post date: 09.16.06 (6:10 am)
Reply to: LadyG
"Time heals all wounds" - I agree, but boy, it sure is slow! :P
posted by: SupremeAnna (reply)
post date: 09.16.06 (6:11 am)
Reply to: 69whisper
Thank you