Confession is good for the non-working soul

Blogging again instead of working. Story of my life. Confession time, then, to cleanse my soul.

I'm ashamed to say it but...
1) Okay, I'm gonna say it, even if it makes me sound like a shallow, bubbleheaded, teenaged moron - Jensen Ackles is HOT! About 70% of the reason why I tune into Supernatural each week is to see that infamous, sexy smirk of his; no man should be that adorable. He's right up there with Brandon Routh, but Routh has "tall, dark and handsome" going for him, while Ackles is suave, beautiful and cocky. That last bit - drives me crazy. There's something so enthralling about a man who's comfortable in his own skin.
2) I'm so fed up with rice. Rice may be the staple of the Thai diet, but it can get soooooo overrated. I've subsisting mostly on munchies: chips, crackers and whatnot. Not terribly healthy I know, but I just can't seem to conjure up any feeling for real food.
3) Nerves. I blame the nerves. I've been on a nail-biting kick all week. Ick, I know, but it's one of my coping mechanisms.
4) I've kept a diary since I was a kid. I don't always write in it, but I've always had one. Yes, very adolescent of me, but it's the one place I know I can be 100% honest and get all the little silly things in my life off my chest without any consequences. This blog is good for just general venting, but my diary is where all the stuff that would incriminate is. And yes, it's in a very secure place, so there's no chance of anyone ever finding it.
5) The only subject I was ever close to failing was calculus. I've always been ashamed because...well, it was the once class where I really thought, "Oh man, I am in deep trouble" and instead of dealing with it, I ignored it, going to class and laughing my head off and eating ice cream cones instead of getting help. Thank God for me, my friend Nisa (bless her soul) stepped in and tutored me up to a B. More than anyone, she truly helped me graduate and I will be eternally grateful to her for that.

Final thought: Grace enough to confess your sins and forsake them. Johann von Goethe