Passion

Just got back from watching Brokeback Mountain with Sittha and Alan. (No spoilers, so read on...) I have to be careful what I say because Sittha doesn't want me to reveal any secrets. Hahahahaha. I won't. But, my, it was intense; at some points, I felt way too young to be watching it! Anyhow, it was a lovely movie, and worked on two levels, which I think are so difficult to operate on simultaneously - romantic and erotic. Romantic - well, you have to watch the movie. Erotic - well, you have to watch the movie, but you can also watch the trailer to get a feel for it. I swear, the first time they...uh, conjoined...was very, very hot. It was rough and frantic and I was, well, I hate to admit it...a bit turned on. Hahahaha. No, I did not tell Alan or Sittha, I think they would've been shocked, but yes, it gave me goosebumps. What is it about two men that can turn a girl on? (I guess it's the same for men getting turned on by two women.)  Maybe it was just passion - that's what transcends all boundaries. People are knocked over by passion. There's so little place for passion in a well-ordered life. I wish there was...there are so many things that turn me on...Hmmm, have I said too much? Man, I miss my best friend! Darn China!

Final thought: Erm, Jake Gyllenhaal...yummy...